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characters:rain-yu [08/20/2026] – vespertinecharacters:rain-yu [08/21/2026] (current) – [Personality] vespertine
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-  * Laconic and generally seems unmoved, regardless of what's going on underneath+  * Laconic and generally seems impassive, regardless of what's going on underneath
   * Blunt and practical, sees no point in speculating about the future and prefers to focus on what he can do in the now   * Blunt and practical, sees no point in speculating about the future and prefers to focus on what he can do in the now
-  * Cynical, apathetic, and nihilistic, or at least he tries to stay in that pocket of numbness as much as possible+  * Cynical, apathetic, and nihilistic, or at least he tries to stay in that pocket of numbness as much as possible; self-medicates with alcohol
   * In truth cares deeply for those he's close to, and has a rebellious, defiant streak that's been tamped down to a dim ember   * In truth cares deeply for those he's close to, and has a rebellious, defiant streak that's been tamped down to a dim ember
   * Very mistrustful with walls a mile thick, but once his defenses are breached he's ride or die   * Very mistrustful with walls a mile thick, but once his defenses are breached he's ride or die
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   * Tries to feel as little as possible, in part because his feelings tend to be big and intense   * Tries to feel as little as possible, in part because his feelings tend to be big and intense
   * Stubborn, and holds to his own beliefs despite what he actually does or has to do   * Stubborn, and holds to his own beliefs despite what he actually does or has to do
-  * Will perform when he has to, but on his own is often quite perfunctory, especially in terms of sex+  * Will perform when he has to, but on his own is often quite perfunctory, especially in terms of sex and social niceties 
 +  * His self-esteem has been worn down to nothing over the years; he doesn't believe in 'deserving' or 'not deserving' anything, but considers himself and his body as basically worthless
   * At his core, Rain is a ravening black hole; he craves love, attention, affection, everything that comes with these, but only on his own terms; because that does not seem possible in his current situation or any reasonable time in the future, Rain transmutes this longing into materialism. He collects the trappings of wealth not because he specifically wants them, but to try to fill the emptiness inside of him   * At his core, Rain is a ravening black hole; he craves love, attention, affection, everything that comes with these, but only on his own terms; because that does not seem possible in his current situation or any reasonable time in the future, Rain transmutes this longing into materialism. He collects the trappings of wealth not because he specifically wants them, but to try to fill the emptiness inside of him
  
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   * **Jasper Yong:** Foster brother; Rain allows Jasper to treat him as a younger brother despite actually being six months older   * **Jasper Yong:** Foster brother; Rain allows Jasper to treat him as a younger brother despite actually being six months older
   * **Wang Zhanyuan:** One of his 'owners'. Rain has only negative feelings about him but can't do anything about it   * **Wang Zhanyuan:** One of his 'owners'. Rain has only negative feelings about him but can't do anything about it
-  * **Mizukami Hana:** His other 'owner' and the current holder of his pledge of loyalty. Thinks she's cruel and capricious, but trapped under her thumb+  * **Mizukami Hana:** His other 'owner' and the current holder of his pledge of loyalty. Thinks she's cruel and capricious, amongst other things, but trapped under her thumb